Bewildered Space

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Hot hot weeK!

Yea! The seminar for ID 191 Class is done! Hail hail Mr. Carlo Tanseco! Grateness... ... ... Mr. Illac Diaz was amazingly talkative! Yea he talks a LOT! We, the organizing group -the badings- like Carlo Tanseco better. He was sooooo sooo sooo down to earth. Talk about personality man! I really think we handled the seminar well... *pokes those who gave us a rating of dos!*

It's FAIR WEEK! UP NOT FAIR SALE! But I can't go. I made a promise to myself that if Carlo agrees to attend our seminar, I will not go to any day in the FAIR. U_U Kamikazee I'll miss you guys! Hahahaha.. it's been a year after I was so obssessed with these guys and the whole Fair thing. Di ba no Sha, PROFESSIONAL SLAMMERS!

Eekk.. I had this weird dream last night.


I found myself in the war where everyone was hiding and running for their lives. It's like a civil war. I do not know what was the conflict. I hardly remember any details now but I have an older sister. I have a pair of rings that I was wearing. It symbolizes something of being soulmates or so... Why was I wearing a pair then? I don't recall if it was because I haven't seen him yet or he actually died so I have his ring. In my dream it was more like the rings were to be a bind of marriage. So we were running all day. Transferring from a hideout to another until we were found. There was this soldier who aimed fire-blowing guns at us. I stood and told him we all had the right to live. I can barely see his face, he was sort of wearing a mask. He put his gun away then left. The next thing I can remember was he was talking to my supposedly sister while I was staring into blank space almost crying. I turned to look at them and he smiled. He wasn't wearing that horrible mask then, and he looks like the person I longed to meet in the last four years. Not quite like him but he resembled him like a brother or even a twin. I remembered I dropped one of my rings when we were running. And then he showed it to me. He found it and had it in his hand. He was asking to marry me. I refused. The following scenes were situations where he tried to showed his sincerety. It took a while before I talked to him personally and told him, yes I would marry him only if I finish my studies... (or was it his?). Poof! Then I woke up!
I don't know. I saw him last Monday, and I didn't really feel excited seeing him after some weeks.

Hmm.. I came to seem to like someone but this guy is as busy as hell. Hardly even finds time for himself . Just like a ray of light that flashes in an instant. I would wait for him at night to send a message but he usually doesn't. Hahhaha... Lalala waiting in vain...

I have to finish a book review. Oh, it's Valentines Day!

Happy Hearts Day! Good Luck to all those who have their hearts close to someone else. I'm bitter at most times. I usually hate couples. hahaha. That's just one of my oddities in mind.
I don't have lovely February 14's.

1 Comments:

    • At 10:02 PM, Blogger Bang Soo-ngit said…

      Huy, anong "pokes those who gave us a rating of dos". Dapat "UPAKS" those who gave us a rating of dos. Hehehe! Tina ang bakla, bakla mo!!!

       
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