Bewildered Space

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

The Weirdest Dream

Grr.. My subconscious mind is playing on me again. I had the weirdest dream last night.
I cannot remember it clearly but it made me feel terrible when I woke up.

My Hunney-Maw dumped me.

For another girl named Macey who is supposedly his highschool classmate.
He kept comparing me with her. Not being able to meet his standards.
Being so stupid. Always crying over little things.

But I didn't cry. I asked him to stop. It wasn't funny anymore.
Then I forced myself to wake up.

There was a tinge of anger in my dream. How could he?
After giving all I can for him. How could he dump me?
Argghh it's very difficult to have so much idle time.
I've been feeling a bit uneasy these past few days. Tummy cramps
and slight fever. And now a nightmare.

Sheesh I hate dreams that give you a feeling so real, you can't get over.

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