That Sinking Feeling
Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms. Keep me safe and warm in this pouring rain...-should have posted this a few days ago.
That Sinking Feeling
There was a glare in his eyes that I cannot look into. So much glare that it almost blinded me whenever I triedto take a glance in that pair of brown eyes.
Instead, I started touching his eyebrows, feeling every strand of hair above his eyes with my eyes closed. Down to his eyes, my mind provoked me to think how I ever knew this man in a world full of strangers. I opened my eyes and asked him a question that was bothering me the whole night. His voice, as he answered, was like thunder. Every inch of my body seemed to have little ears that heard what he replied. That sinking feeling. That unbeatable race of the heart to soundlike a distant drum. Was it my heart that was trembling? Was it my mind that was like several needles pricking every single vein in my head? I was hurting so much that I thought being in his arms that night was unforgivable. Why be scared that our bond do not seem to have direction? Why should it be? Didn't you know that love's a mystery? If ever we knew what to expect, then there's nothing more to look forward to everyday. I'm not getting tired of loving him more as the days pass by. I am not frightened of the days to come. My love for him is something I prayed to God -for him to give me a person whenever He should will it. I am not afraid of a failure in love, for it is one thing I solely trust on God.
I never question why I love a person. From the very start, I knew I love him to death. It felt like the angels danced around him. I felt I was home, calm and tranquil the first time he embraced me. Never felt so blessed. Life is a breeze with him.
It all started in a bizzare way. The way things that happen in novels that sell in an instant. I'm not selling my love story to anybody, nor letting him go ever.
Sorry hunney, you are chained for life.
