Holiday Rush
Can you feel the holiday rush? When everyone is thinking of gifts to buy, where to spendtheir holidays, who to meet when...
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She is still having a hard time keeping herself from thinking about her boyfriend. From the moment she wakes up, she would instantly look at her cellphone to check if he left any message for her in the morning. If she found one, her day would surely be bright otherwise it would just be a lousy day. Then, she would wait for him to text her again during lunch time - a typical time he would wake up. She perfectly understands that his world do not revolve around her. She is not his world. There is no such thing to demand exclusive attention of someone you love because you do not own the person. But there are really some days that this kind of feeling would like to kill you.
She hurries coming back home from work so that she can call him at home and ask how he was. She often wonders if he ever does miss her during the day. If he even gets excited every time the telephone would ring, expecting it was her who's calling.
Can you blame Tina to be so possessively in love? No other person has given her such kind of love in her 22 years. It is undeniably wrong to think he does not love her that much, but she is still trying to control her emotions. Every single thing is new. She has never been in a serious relationship and she wants this to be her only one. There is no other person she can possibly be in love with than him. She is now trying to understand that being in a relationship goes through some things one cannot imagine until she or he experiences it. She only needs to think that she can spend the rest of her life with him someday.
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