Bewildered Space

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Still BUMMING!

Sigh, I am still on my bumming days. When will this ever end? It's so hard to find someone who will join you in your lousy hours of thinking of something to do. Yeah there could be a lot of things to do out there but then there are so many things that would hinder you too. omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg my head is so full of things to think about yet it seems so emptyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Learn this learn that! Having all these weird dreams every night. They just won't STOP! I just want a relaxing dreamless sleep. I do spend hours sleeping but instead of having a good rest, it's more stressful than being awake. Sometimes, I want to stay up but my eyes just give up on me. There goes my journey into the wilderness of dreams. Dreams that I do not really remember when I wake up. I need a new HOBBY! A new spark of interest perhaps.

I started reading Paulo Coelho's Veronika Decides To Die and man, the first few chapters were so depressing. The story is somewhat similar to Girl Interrupted. Oh my, have I gone crazy! Hahahaha

What's a typical day?

Wake up at 4:30 then sleep again after 10-15 minutes, wake up at 7 am then sleep again after a few minutes, wake up at 10 am and watch "The Nanny" for an hour and then eat BRUNCH. Spend an hour or two surfing the channels on television hoping to find a good movie to watch, doze off to sleep until someone calls me up. Gawd, bumming really dulls the senses! Wishful thinking that he goes off from work early so we can talk but I'm not always lucky all the time.
I now easily get tired / bored surfing the web because there's nothing new ~_~ .

Sharing my sentiments with bading friends like Shawie and Titay! Cheers to us bummers! Darn I miss you guys!

1 Comments:

    • At 3:55 PM, Blogger Bang Soo-ngit said…

      Haha! Cheers to us bums! Ako naman matutulog ng 2 am tapos gigising ng 11:30 am--yak! Hindi pa ako nananaginip kahit isa sa mahabang pagtulog na iyon--hmm... wanna trade?... Joke! :-p

       
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